Well then...

This year I'm afraid I've experienced more downs then I have ups...I thought Senior year was suppose to be perfectly grand? Yeah I've never been so wrong...Life is definitely not what I expected or what I had planned. Some changes have been for the better but some...I'm not so sure about. A few days ago my parents told me I had to go to Bible College for a year, I knew it was coming but I guess I just wasn't ready to hear it. Even though I honestly had no plans for after highschool, I was just leaving life open to be lived, this wasn't exactly what I had planned....if that makes any sense. But I honestly just want to make my parents proud and have a good relationship with them, in other words as little conflict as possible. So therefore I'm just going to respect them and go in which ever direction they want me too. I still plan on staying in Alabama though, there are too many things here that I couldn't stand to be separated from. In August I will be packing up my stuff and moving...I'm not afraid of college, just the unknown.